Thoughts With My Pillow

Why do I feel like you've changed? The way you talk to me, the way you say "hello", the way you say "good bye". Why do i feel like you didn't care anymore? You didn't text me, you only chat when i chat first, the tone of your voice seems cold when you're talking to me. Why do i feel like you've grown tired of me? I couldn't feel or see your efforts anymore, I couldn't feel that you missed me.

Why do i feel like this? Why are you letting me feel like this? Is it just me? Or you're really doing this on purpose? I'm too afraid to ask. Maybe you'll get mad me, or maybe you'll hate me for thinking such selfish thoughts. I know this is definitely not easy for the both of us, but what's the purpose of HAVING EACH OTHER? Didn't we promise to be there for each other in times of troubles, pain, problems and struggles? 😔 where are you now?! Sleeping? Being cozy at your bed while here I am struggling with my problems and pain of missing you? Gaaaah! I hate feeling like this. I ha---

And then the girl woke up from her sleep and started a good day while her dreams and thoughts forgotten in her bed and pillow.. ~~